Die Dunkelheit des Gedankens mit der Klarheit der Äußerung paarend.
12/15/2024 - Tried to watch longplays of the first Silent Hill and The Suffering: Ties That Bind but I only got about an hour into each. Added a short writing to my writing practice.
12/14/2024 - Added a longplay of Diablo 2 to my research materials in Jampack Vol. 660, I think I'll be watching more longplays while I continue to hunt for a job.
12/13/2024 - Wrote a blog post.
12/12/2024 - Went to the library and read a couple chapters of The Fold: Leibniz and the Baroque, will need to finish eventually.
12/10/2024 - I finished reading Capitalism's Transcendental Time Machine from Anna Greenspan really late into the night.
12/8/2024 - Finished Benjamin Noys' introduction to Bataille.
12/7/2024 - This morning I finished Ian Buchanan's Reader's Guide to Anti-Oedipus, which I must confess was much more readable than Massumi's introduction—go with this one.
12/6/2024 - Finished reading User's Guide to Capitalism and Schizophrenia by Brian Massumi.
12/4/2024 - I spent the morning reading Sword of Undeath from the same author as Liber 333 and Iron Gates. Interestingly enough in the short story towards the end you could see that one of the characters was Bluebird, who had her start in Iron Gates. Perhaps the trilogy will be completed after all.
12/1/2024 - Finished reading the Goetia Daemonium from Frater Maleficus XIII, it was rather unenlightening.
11/29/2024 - I reread the entirety of Liber 333, but I mostly skimmed it while going through it with a green marker pen to underline words or concepts that stuck out to me, then checked their digital reductions from their AQ values for an index I'm working on.
11/27/2024 - Got more work done on my review of Liber 333, I don't know why I bother.
11/26/2024 - Been adding a bunch of stuff to my English Class Resources as I try to get caught back up with my homework.
11/24/2024 - Before I start doing the reading for my homework assignment I'm going to start adding all of the articles and resources from my community college English class that I found interesting or helpful.
11/23/2024 - This morning I finished reading my French translation of Twilight, which is called Fascination.
11/20/2024 - I finished reading Twilight for the first time so I can read it in French while listening to the audiobook. The language is much simpler than the first Harry Potter book and I don't think it's awful so I'll probably use it as my first book for other languages that I learn.
11/16/2024 - J'ai ajouté une vidéo sur MyHouse.wad dans JamPack Vol. 4.
11/15/2024 - Started picking up Portuguese on LingQ.
11/14/2024 - J'ai lu un livre sur Georges Bataille d'une série qui appelée Écrivains de toujours.
11/11/2024 - Added Mouthwashing to the media shelf.
11/9/2024 - Added a video on Reza Negarestani's Cyclonopedia to Jampack Vol. 3. Continuing work on Liber 808, specifically Philosophical Research and Development, while I listen to a playlist of ambient music by Burzum.
11/7/2024 - Watched When Marnie Was There and added it to the shelf.
11/4/2024 - Spent all day rereading Star Wars: Path of Destruction in preperation for my French translation.
11/3/2024 - Wrote about my night in the stripy hole.
10/31/2024 - Went to a couple Halloween related events on campus, at the Sociology Club we ended up watching the entirety of the film White Chicks, which was an experience.
10/30/2024 - Took slightly longer than expected but I finished reading Story of the Eye in French.
10/28/2024 - Finished reading my first book in French!
10/27/2024 - I went to a friend's house and they showed me The Substance and Jennifer's Body.
10/24/2024 - Read The Sinister Way, a very short introductory collection of Order of Nine Angles works.
10/23/2024 - Today I read Blue of Noon by Georges Bataille, I finished the last 2 chapters while drunk on whiskey. Before midnight I finished reading Story of the Eye.
10/22/2024 - Finished reading The Hellbound Heart before bed.
10/21/2024 - Today I read The Road by Cormac McCarthy.
10/13/2024 - Read the screenplay for Pulp Fiction but it must be a later draft, I found what appears to be an earlier one that I'll have to read later when I get the chance as there's all kinds of extra dialogue not present in the one I read. Finished reading Alien: Engineers while I was at the pool with some friends.
10/12/2024 - Read the screenplay for The Road.
10/11/2024 - Added Raging Bull to the film shelf, as well as its screenplay to the bookshelf. Added The Disaster Artist as well.
10/7/2024 - Quit my job. Fuck 'em.
10/4/2024 - Added extra paragraphs to said blog post while in a better mood.
10/3/2024 - Wrote a blog post while very depressed.
9/10/2024 - Minor Update. Added my current French reading list, simple books to start the journey towards something greater.
9/9/2024 - Finished the first Harry Potter book, because it turns out the French audiobook is free with my Audible subscription, so I read it in English while I wait on my French copy to come in the mail.
9/6/2024 - Uploaded my Presentation on the Cybernetic Culture Research Unit that I did for Philosophy Club.
9/2/2024 - Another one of those months.
8/15/2024 - Relistened to Unsilent Death by Nails and And On and On... with Despise You. Day one of replacing drinking with weed.
8/2/2024 - Been on an SCP kick again lately, added a bunch to Jampack Vol. 1.
8/1/2024 - Paid tuition.
7/30/2024 - Added a new SCP to Jampack Vol. 1 and some Acid Horizon episodes. I've been working on Liber 808 in secret.
7/24/2024 - Added episodes of Acid Horizon and one from Le Precepteur.
7/20/2024 - Added some episodes of Acid Horizon again.
7/17/2024 - Continuing work on Liber 808.
7/16/24 - Finally started working on Liber 808 and added another episode from Acid Horizon on Georges Bataille as well as a collection of writing advice from Quentin Tarantino.
7/14/24 - Unfortunately had to drop a class and added a couple podcast episodes, one on Foucault and one on Mark Fisher's last lectures.
7/12/24 - Finally got around to adding episodes of Acid Horizon that I listened to at work the last couple of days. Trying to finish a blog post to make up for the inadequacies of the first draft.
7/7/24 - Listened to a shitload of podcasts today, the most interesting were one on Lyotard's Libidinal Economy and another on Mark Fisher and Nick Land.
7/5/24 - Added a podcast episode with Daniel Tutt and another with Nick Land.
7/4/24 - Even more episodes from Acid Horizon.
7/3/24 - Added four different podcast episodes that I listened to at work as well as another dispatch from Pandemonium.
7/1/24 - Wrote part of a blog post that I basically gave up on, added an essay from Bataille to Jampack as well as an article on Magnastani, a city in SimCity 3000 that I'm fascinated by. There's no need to go outside when everywhere is exactly the same.
6/30/24 - Added some podcast episodes to Vol 3. and 4 since my new headphones for work came in the mail.
6/19/24 - J'ai fini de lire la preface du La Phenomenologie de l'esprit en francais.
6/16/24 - Read a book rather quickly, Time Sorcery 0 and 1 by Vexsys, now reading Unleashing the Numogram as I've become obsessed with time-sorcery. It's now fair to say I align myself with Lemurian forces.
6/15/24 - Finished reading the writings of the CCRU for the first time. First impression: this is surely to become my new Untrue or Enter the Wu-Tang (36 Chambers), something I return to constantly for creative inspiration.
6/13/24 - Added a couple more episodes of Acid Horizon to Vol. 3. Decided to finish reading the CCRU writings and Revolutionary Demonology before I get back to anything else.
6/12/24 - Started writing a suicide note.
6/11/24 - Added more episodes of podcasts to both Vol. 3 and 4.
6/8/24 - Begun work on my Dispatches from Pandemonium, merely a vehicle for research. Added a retrospective on the CCRU from an original participant as well as the book launch for Revolutionary Demonology to Vol 3. Reread Base Materialism and Gnosticism.
6/7/24 - Haven't been able to sleep right, only added one podcast on cybernetics today.
6/6/24 - Returning to Acid Horizon and Hermitix, added episodes on Nietzsche, Bataille and Lacan, and cybernetics.
6/5/24 - Listened to more Acid Horizon and put it on Vol. 3, this time on Hegel, Deleuze and Badiou.
6/2/24 - Listened to another episode of Acid Horizon on Georges Bataille and added it to Vol. 3.
6/1/24 - Added an academic article I read on Bataille's The Solar Anus while listening to the music from Interface, I quite liked it. I also added a podcast episode on James Maffie's book Aztec Philosophy and a PDF of Bataille's essay The Notion of Expenditure.
5/31/24 - For fun, I added all the videos/podcasts from Acid Horizon on Georges Bataille that I listened to at work today. Also added a documentary on Bataille that I watched after waking up and the French original of The Solar Anus to Vol. 4.
5/30/24 - Now that I feel at a comfortable level in my French, I'll also be starting Spanish on LingQ. Bought a new pocket-sized journal to write French in, I feel like my life has gotten very disordered since I stopped journaling every day and I needed one small enough to take with me to work.
5/28/24 - Added some episodes from Le Précepteur, including one on the Marquis de Sade, my newest saint of which I am merely an apostle.
5/25/24 - Wrote a blog post in French for the first time. It's riddled with grammar errors.
5/24/24 - Added a few episodes of the InnerFrench podcast that I quite like, it's a podcast perfect for intermediate learners like myself who can't yet understand material intended for a French audience easily.
5/22/24 - Added an episode of Le Précepteur on Lenin that I listened to at work today.
5/21/24 - Added all the episodes of Le Précepteur that I've listened to.
5/17/24 - Added a documentary on New Orleans to Jampack Vol. 4.
5/4/24- Added a couple documentaries to Jampack Vol. 4, one about crime in Marseille and another about arms trafficking.
5/2/24 - A new addition, I've added Jampack Vol 4. to the website for all my French stuff.
4/29/24 - Finished listening to Alice Ayel's French the Natural Way, 12 hours of listening practice.
4/23/24 - Added another podcast episode on Josephson-Storm's Metamodernism: The Future of Theory to Jampack.
4/19/24 - Added the RIM declaration of Maoism to Jampack and Multiple Maniacs to the media shelf.
4/17/24 - Writing a bit in the Black Notebooks.
4/16/24 - Finished Moufawad-Paul's Critique of Maoist Reason while listening to Fallen Bees. Added another lecture from Rick Roderick to Jampack, on the philosopher Jean Baudrillard.
4/13/24 - Added a couple lectures from Michael Sugrue, Rick Roderick, and a podcast episode on Josephson-Storm's Metamodernism: The Future of Theory.
4/12/24 - Started working on a new diary instead of a blog post this month. Before that I added a podcast episode on Georges Bataille and a video on Heidegger's late philosophy to Jampack.
4/11/24 - Added a podcast episode on Max Stirner to Jampack.
4/10/24 - Begun work on Jampack Vol. 3, for all the podcasts and video essays this time. This website is the best and worst thing I've ever done.
4/8/24 - Forgot to add Squirrel Stapler to the Media Shelf.
4/4/24 - Razorblade funk.
4/2/24 - Finished reading Moufawad-Paul's Austerity Apparatus and uploaded citations from a chapter. Soon, I will begin another one of his books called Critique of Maoist Reason.
4/1/24 - Almost got hospitalized again.
3/30/24 - Self harm relapse.
3/28/24 - Finished reading Heavy Radicals while listening to Reptilian Club Boyz.
3/26/24 - Added a review of Bataille's Erotism: Death and Sensuality to Jampack, added it to the reading list.
3/25/24 - Added Isaac Asimov's The Last Question to Jampack.
3/22/24 - Finished re-reading Demarcation and Demystification: Philosophy and its Limits.
3/20/24 - Read Mr. Salary by Sally Rooney.
3/18/24 - Returned from the nitwit school, exonerated of donkey brains.
3/13/24 - Checked myself into a psych ward.
3/12/24 - Read My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness and added it to my bookshelf.
3/7/24 - Started re-reading Demarcation and Demystification: Philosophy and its Limits by J. Moufawad-Paul with traumacore playlists.
3/6/24 - Finished re-reading Metamodernism: The Future of Theory by Dr. Josephson Storm. Rediscovering DSBM.
2/29/24 - Wrote a blog post.
2/26/24 - Gone fishin'.
2/9/24 - Unapologetically, I put the Abridged series I've seen on my Media Shelf because DBZ Abridged is a classic and SAO Abridged is canon. I also added a trilogy of Mortal Kombat games that I rediscovered my love for.
2/6/24 - Added some books from Skyrim to Jampack, as well as a webcomic courtesy of Ziggy.
2/2/24 - Added my flashcards that I used for my presentation to the Philosophy Club.
1/29/24 - Added a couple articles to Jampack, one on Heidegger and one on the McMansion.
1/22/24 - Almost killed myself.
1/19/24 - Started working on a writing that I'll present to a group of philosophy students during a club meeting on campus.
1/17/24 - Added a very short book I read to my bookshelf.
1/15/24 - Added another article I read to Jampack, as well as a short interview with Moufawad-Paul.
1/13/24 - Got the new e-reader in the mail, this is the only thing that made my job remotely worth it.
1/12/24 - Added a short book review I read to Jampack Vol. 1.
1/10/24 - Wrote a blog post, a little shorter than usual.
12/26/23 - Started learning French on LingQ.
12/23/23 - Continuing work on Liber 303. Finished earlier than I anticipated, this is the first prototype of other works I might write in this style.
12/22/23 - Started writing Liber 303, I might have to finish it tomorrow.
12/21/23 - Commenced notes on Fundamentals of Political Economy.
12/20/23 - Wrote Agony, beginning with a line from Yung Lean and speaking about my own history of mental health issues.
12/13/23 - Finished notes on Zhang Shiying's short essay. This update page was the best thing I ever added to my website.
12/12/23 - Continued taking notes. Decided to add Helvétius to the reading queue.
12/11/23 - Taking notes on Zhang Shiying's The Rational Kernel of Hegel's Philosophy. Stumbled upon Helvétius and Baron d'Holbach.
12/10/23 - Wrote a blog post.
12/8/23 - Finished digitizing notes on 'Ideology and Ideological State Apparatuses' that I took at the library.
12/7/23 - Added an update page! Reading CCRU scribblings and boofing Lemurian hyperspace Robitussin.
5/20/22 - Website created on the night shift.