Die Dunkelheit des Gedankens mit der Klarheit der Äußerung paarend.
11/1/2024 - I am an alcoholic.
10/31/2024 - Went to a couple Halloween related events on campus, at the Sociology Club we ended up watching the entirety of the film White Chicks, which was an experience.
10/30/2024 - Took slightly longer than expected but I finished reading Story of the Eye in French.
10/28/2024 - Finished reading my first book in French!
10/27/2024 - I went to a friend's house and they showed me The Substance and Jennifer's Body.
10/24/2024 - Read The Sinister Way, a very short introductory collection of Order of Nine Angles works.
10/23/2024 - Today I read Blue of Noon by Georges Bataille, I finished the last 2 chapters while drunk on whiskey. Before midnight I finished reading Story of the Eye.
10/22/2024 - Finished reading The Hellbound Heart before bed.
10/21/2024 - Today I read The Road by Cormac McCarthy.
10/13/2024 - Read the screenplay for Pulp Fiction but it must be a later draft, I found what appears to be an earlier one that I'll have to read later when I get the chance as there's all kinds of extra dialogue not present in the one I read. Finished reading Alien: Engineers while I was at the pool with some friends.
10/12/2024 - Read the screenplay for The Road.
10/11/2024 - Added Raging Bull to the film shelf, as well as its screenplay to the bookshelf. Added The Disaster Artist as well.
10/7/2024 - Quit my job. Fuck 'em.
10/4/2024 - Added extra paragraphs to said blog post while in a better mood.
10/3/2024 - Wrote a blog post while very depressed.
9/10/2024 - Minor Update. Added my current French reading list, simple books to start the journey towards something greater.
9/9/2024 - Finished the first Harry Potter book, because it turns out the French audiobook is free with my Audible subscription, so I read it in English while I wait on my French copy to come in the mail.
9/6/2024 - Uploaded my Presentation on the Cybernetic Culture Research Unit that I did for Philosophy Club.
9/2/2024 - Another one of those months.
8/15/2024 - Relistened to Unsilent Death by Nails and And On and On... with Despise You. Day one of replacing drinking with weed.
8/2/2024 - Been on an SCP kick again lately, added a bunch to Jampack Vol. 1.
8/1/2024 - Paid tuition.
7/30/2024 - Added a new SCP to Jampack Vol. 1 and some Acid Horizon episodes. I've been working on Liber 808 in secret.
7/24/2024 - Added episodes of Acid Horizon and one from Le Precepteur.
7/20/2024 - Added some episodes of Acid Horizon again.
7/17/2024 - Continuing work on Liber 808.
7/16/24 - Finally started working on Liber 808 and added another episode from Acid Horizon on Georges Bataille as well as a collection of writing advice from Quentin Tarantino.
7/14/24 - Unfortunately had to drop a class and added a couple podcast episodes, one on Foucault and one on Mark Fisher's last lectures.
7/12/24 - Finally got around to adding episodes of Acid Horizon that I listened to at work the last couple of days. Trying to finish a blog post to make up for the inadequacies of the first draft.
7/7/24 - Listened to a shitload of podcasts today, the most interesting were one on Lyotard's Libidinal Economy and another on Mark Fisher and Nick Land.
7/5/24 - Added a podcast episode with Daniel Tutt and another with Nick Land.
7/4/24 - Even more episodes from Acid Horizon.
7/3/24 - Added four different podcast episodes that I listened to at work as well as another dispatch from Pandemonium.
7/1/24 - Wrote part of a blog post that I basically gave up on, added an essay from Bataille to Jampack as well as an article on Magnastani, a city in SimCity 3000 that I'm fascinated by. There's no need to go outside when everywhere is exactly the same.
6/30/24 - Added some podcast episodes to Vol 3. and 4 since my new headphones for work came in the mail.
6/19/24 - J'ai fini de lire la preface du La Phenomenologie de l'esprit en francais.
6/16/24 - Read a book rather quickly, Time Sorcery 0 and 1 by Vexsys, now reading Unleashing the Numogram as I've become obsessed with time-sorcery. It's now fair to say I align myself with Lemurian forces.
6/15/24 - Finished reading the writings of the CCRU for the first time. First impression: this is surely to become my new Untrue or Enter the Wu-Tang (36 Chambers), something I return to constantly for creative inspiration.
6/13/24 - Added a couple more episodes of Acid Horizon to Vol. 3. Decided to finish reading the CCRU writings and Revolutionary Demonology before I get back to anything else.
6/12/24 - Started writing a suicide note.
6/11/24 - Added more episodes of podcasts to both Vol. 3 and 4.
6/8/24 - Begun work on my Dispatches from Pandemonium, merely a vehicle for research. Added a retrospective on the CCRU from an original participant as well as the book launch for Revolutionary Demonology to Vol 3. Reread Base Materialism and Gnosticism.
6/7/24 - Haven't been able to sleep right, only added one podcast on cybernetics today.
6/6/24 - Returning to Acid Horizon and Hermitix, added episodes on Nietzsche, Bataille and Lacan, and cybernetics.
6/5/24 - Listened to more Acid Horizon and put it on Vol. 3, this time on Hegel, Deleuze and Badiou.
6/2/24 - Listened to another episode of Acid Horizon on Georges Bataille and added it to Vol. 3.
6/1/24 - Added an academic article I read on Bataille's The Solar Anus while listening to the music from Interface, I quite liked it. I also added a podcast episode on James Maffie's book Aztec Philosophy and a PDF of Bataille's essay The Notion of Expenditure.
5/31/24 - For fun, I added all the videos/podcasts from Acid Horizon on Georges Bataille that I listened to at work today. Also added a documentary on Bataille that I watched after waking up and the French original of The Solar Anus to Vol. 4.
5/30/24 - Now that I feel at a comfortable level in my French, I'll also be starting Spanish on LingQ. Bought a new pocket-sized journal to write French in, I feel like my life has gotten very disordered since I stopped journaling every day and I needed one small enough to take with me to work.
5/28/24 - Added some episodes from Le Précepteur, including one on the Marquis de Sade, my newest saint of which I am merely an apostle.
5/25/24 - Wrote a blog post in French for the first time. It's riddled with grammar errors.
5/24/24 - Added a few episodes of the InnerFrench podcast that I quite like, it's a podcast perfect for intermediate learners like myself who can't yet understand material intended for a French audience easily.
5/22/24 - Added an episode of Le Précepteur on Lenin that I listened to at work today.
5/21/24 - Added all the episodes of Le Précepteur that I've listened to.
5/17/24 - Added a documentary on New Orleans to Jampack Vol. 4.
5/4/24- Added a couple documentaries to Jampack Vol. 4, one about crime in Marseille and another about arms trafficking.
5/2/24 - A new addition, I've added Jampack Vol 4. to the website for all my French stuff.
4/29/24 - Finished listening to Alice Ayel's French the Natural Way, 12 hours of listening practice.
4/23/24 - Added another podcast episode on Josephson-Storm's Metamodernism: The Future of Theory to Jampack.
4/19/24 - Added the RIM declaration of Maoism to Jampack and Multiple Maniacs to the media shelf.
4/17/24 - Writing a bit in the Black Notebooks.
4/16/24 - Finished Moufawad-Paul's Critique of Maoist Reason while listening to Fallen Bees. Added another lecture from Rick Roderick to Jampack, on the philosopher Jean Baudrillard.
4/13/24 - Added a couple lectures from Michael Sugrue, Rick Roderick, and a podcast episode on Josephson-Storm's Metamodernism: The Future of Theory.
4/12/24 - Started working on a new diary instead of a blog post this month. Before that I added a podcast episode on Georges Bataille and a video on Heidegger's late philosophy to Jampack.
4/11/24 - Added a podcast episode on Max Stirner to Jampack.
4/10/24 - Begun work on Jampack Vol. 3, for all the podcasts and video essays this time. This website is the best and worst thing I've ever done.
4/8/24 - Forgot to add Squirrel Stapler to the Media Shelf.
4/4/24 - Razorblade funk.
4/2/24 - Finished reading Moufawad-Paul's Austerity Apparatus and uploaded citations from a chapter. Soon, I will begin another one of his books called Critique of Maoist Reason.
4/1/24 - Almost got hospitalized again.
3/30/24 - Self harm relapse.
3/28/24 - Finished reading Heavy Radicals while listening to Reptilian Club Boyz.
3/26/24 - Added a review of Bataille's Erotism: Death and Sensuality to Jampack, added it to the reading list.
3/25/24 - Added Isaac Asimov's The Last Question to Jampack.
3/22/24 - Finished re-reading Demarcation and Demystification: Philosophy and its Limits.
3/20/24 - Read Mr. Salary by Sally Rooney.
3/18/24 - Returned from the nitwit school, exonerated of donkey brains.
3/13/24 - Checked myself into a psych ward.
3/12/24 - Read My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness and added it to my bookshelf.
3/7/24 - Started re-reading Demarcation and Demystification: Philosophy and its Limits by J. Moufawad-Paul with traumacore playlists.
3/6/24 - Finished re-reading Metamodernism: The Future of Theory by Dr. Josephson Storm. Rediscovering DSBM.
2/29/24 - Wrote a blog post.
2/26/24 - Gone fishin'.
2/9/24 - Unapologetically, I put the Abridged series I've seen on my Media Shelf because DBZ Abridged is a classic and SAO Abridged is canon. I also added a trilogy of Mortal Kombat games that I rediscovered my love for.
2/6/24 - Added some books from Skyrim to Jampack, as well as a webcomic courtesy of Ziggy.
2/2/24 - Added my flashcards that I used for my presentation to the Philosophy Club.
1/29/24 - Added a couple articles to Jampack, one on Heidegger and one on the McMansion.
1/22/24 - Almost killed myself.
1/19/24 - Started working on a writing that I'll present to a group of philosophy students during a club meeting on campus.
1/17/24 - Added a very short book I read to my bookshelf.
1/15/24 - Added another article I read to Jampack, as well as a short interview with Moufawad-Paul.
1/13/24 - Got the new e-reader in the mail, this is the only thing that made my job remotely worth it.
1/12/24 - Added a short book review I read to Jampack Vol. 1.
1/10/24 - Wrote a blog post, a little shorter than usual.
12/26/23 - Started learning French on LingQ.
12/23/23 - Continuing work on Liber 303. Finished earlier than I anticipated, this is the first prototype of other works I might write in this style.
12/22/23 - Started writing Liber 303, I might have to finish it tomorrow.
12/21/23 - Commenced notes on Fundamentals of Political Economy.
12/20/23 - Wrote Agony, beginning with a line from Yung Lean and speaking about my own history of mental health issues.
12/13/23 - Finished notes on Zhang Shiying's short essay. This update page was the best thing I ever added to my website.
12/12/23 - Continued taking notes. Decided to add Helvétius to the reading queue.
12/11/23 - Taking notes on Zhang Shiying's The Rational Kernel of Hegel's Philosophy. Stumbled upon Helvétius and Baron d'Holbach.
12/10/23 - Wrote a blog post.
12/8/23 - Finished digitizing notes on 'Ideology and Ideological State Apparatuses' that I took at the library.
12/7/23 - Added an update page! Reading CCRU scribblings and boofing Lemurian hyperspace Robitussin.
5/20/22 - Website created on the night shift.