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11/1/2024 - I am an alcoholic.

10/31/2024 - Went to a couple Halloween related events on campus, at the Sociology Club we ended up watching the entirety of the film White Chicks, which was an experience.

10/30/2024 - Took slightly longer than expected but I finished reading Story of the Eye in French.

10/28/2024 - Finished reading my first book in French!

10/27/2024 - I went to a friend's house and they showed me The Substance and Jennifer's Body.

10/24/2024 - Read The Sinister Way, a very short introductory collection of Order of Nine Angles works.

10/23/2024 - Today I read Blue of Noon by Georges Bataille, I finished the last 2 chapters while drunk on whiskey. Before midnight I finished reading Story of the Eye.

10/22/2024 - Finished reading The Hellbound Heart before bed.

10/21/2024 - Today I read The Road by Cormac McCarthy.

10/13/2024 - Read the screenplay for Pulp Fiction but it must be a later draft, I found what appears to be an earlier one that I'll have to read later when I get the chance as there's all kinds of extra dialogue not present in the one I read. Finished reading Alien: Engineers while I was at the pool with some friends.

10/12/2024 - Read the screenplay for The Road.

10/11/2024 - Added Raging Bull to the film shelf, as well as its screenplay to the bookshelf. Added The Disaster Artist as well.

10/7/2024 - Quit my job. Fuck 'em.

10/4/2024 - Added extra paragraphs to said blog post while in a better mood.

10/3/2024 - Wrote a blog post while very depressed.

9/10/2024 - Minor Update. Added my current French reading list, simple books to start the journey towards something greater.

9/9/2024 - Finished the first Harry Potter book, because it turns out the French audiobook is free with my Audible subscription, so I read it in English while I wait on my French copy to come in the mail.

9/6/2024 - Uploaded my Presentation on the Cybernetic Culture Research Unit that I did for Philosophy Club.

9/2/2024 - Another one of those months.

8/15/2024 - Relistened to Unsilent Death by Nails and And On and On... with Despise You. Day one of replacing drinking with weed.

8/2/2024 - Been on an SCP kick again lately, added a bunch to Jampack Vol. 1.

8/1/2024 - Paid tuition.

7/30/2024 - Added a new SCP to Jampack Vol. 1 and some Acid Horizon episodes. I've been working on Liber 808 in secret.

7/24/2024 - Added episodes of Acid Horizon and one from Le Precepteur.

7/20/2024 - Added some episodes of Acid Horizon again.

7/17/2024 - Continuing work on Liber 808.

7/16/24 - Finally started working on Liber 808 and added another episode from Acid Horizon on Georges Bataille as well as a collection of writing advice from Quentin Tarantino.

7/14/24 - Unfortunately had to drop a class and added a couple podcast episodes, one on Foucault and one on Mark Fisher's last lectures.

7/12/24 - Finally got around to adding episodes of Acid Horizon that I listened to at work the last couple of days. Trying to finish a blog post to make up for the inadequacies of the first draft.

7/7/24 - Listened to a shitload of podcasts today, the most interesting were one on Lyotard's Libidinal Economy and another on Mark Fisher and Nick Land.

7/5/24 - Added a podcast episode with Daniel Tutt and another with Nick Land.

7/4/24 - Even more episodes from Acid Horizon.

7/3/24 - Added four different podcast episodes that I listened to at work as well as another dispatch from Pandemonium.

7/1/24 - Wrote part of a blog post that I basically gave up on, added an essay from Bataille to Jampack as well as an article on Magnastani, a city in SimCity 3000 that I'm fascinated by. There's no need to go outside when everywhere is exactly the same.

6/30/24 - Added some podcast episodes to Vol 3. and 4 since my new headphones for work came in the mail.

6/19/24 - J'ai fini de lire la preface du La Phenomenologie de l'esprit en francais.

6/16/24 - Read a book rather quickly, Time Sorcery 0 and 1 by Vexsys, now reading Unleashing the Numogram as I've become obsessed with time-sorcery. It's now fair to say I align myself with Lemurian forces.

6/15/24 - Finished reading the writings of the CCRU for the first time. First impression: this is surely to become my new Untrue or Enter the Wu-Tang (36 Chambers), something I return to constantly for creative inspiration.

6/13/24 - Added a couple more episodes of Acid Horizon to Vol. 3. Decided to finish reading the CCRU writings and Revolutionary Demonology before I get back to anything else.

6/12/24 - Started writing a suicide note.

6/11/24 - Added more episodes of podcasts to both Vol. 3 and 4.

6/8/24 - Begun work on my Dispatches from Pandemonium, merely a vehicle for research. Added a retrospective on the CCRU from an original participant as well as the book launch for Revolutionary Demonology to Vol 3. Reread Base Materialism and Gnosticism.

6/7/24 - Haven't been able to sleep right, only added one podcast on cybernetics today.

6/6/24 - Returning to Acid Horizon and Hermitix, added episodes on Nietzsche, Bataille and Lacan, and cybernetics.

6/5/24 - Listened to more Acid Horizon and put it on Vol. 3, this time on Hegel, Deleuze and Badiou.

6/2/24 - Listened to another episode of Acid Horizon on Georges Bataille and added it to Vol. 3.

6/1/24 - Added an academic article I read on Bataille's The Solar Anus while listening to the music from Interface, I quite liked it. I also added a podcast episode on James Maffie's book Aztec Philosophy and a PDF of Bataille's essay The Notion of Expenditure.

5/31/24 - For fun, I added all the videos/podcasts from Acid Horizon on Georges Bataille that I listened to at work today. Also added a documentary on Bataille that I watched after waking up and the French original of The Solar Anus to Vol. 4.

5/30/24 - Now that I feel at a comfortable level in my French, I'll also be starting Spanish on LingQ. Bought a new pocket-sized journal to write French in, I feel like my life has gotten very disordered since I stopped journaling every day and I needed one small enough to take with me to work.

5/28/24 - Added some episodes from Le Précepteur, including one on the Marquis de Sade, my newest saint of which I am merely an apostle.

5/25/24 - Wrote a blog post in French for the first time. It's riddled with grammar errors.

5/24/24 - Added a few episodes of the InnerFrench podcast that I quite like, it's a podcast perfect for intermediate learners like myself who can't yet understand material intended for a French audience easily.

5/22/24 - Added an episode of Le Précepteur on Lenin that I listened to at work today.

5/21/24 - Added all the episodes of Le Précepteur that I've listened to.

5/17/24 - Added a documentary on New Orleans to Jampack Vol. 4.

5/4/24- Added a couple documentaries to Jampack Vol. 4, one about crime in Marseille and another about arms trafficking.

5/2/24 - A new addition, I've added Jampack Vol 4. to the website for all my French stuff.

4/29/24 - Finished listening to Alice Ayel's French the Natural Way, 12 hours of listening practice.

4/23/24 - Added another podcast episode on Josephson-Storm's Metamodernism: The Future of Theory to Jampack.

4/19/24 - Added the RIM declaration of Maoism to Jampack and Multiple Maniacs to the media shelf.

4/17/24 - Writing a bit in the Black Notebooks.

4/16/24 - Finished Moufawad-Paul's Critique of Maoist Reason while listening to Fallen Bees. Added another lecture from Rick Roderick to Jampack, on the philosopher Jean Baudrillard.

4/13/24 - Added a couple lectures from Michael Sugrue, Rick Roderick, and a podcast episode on Josephson-Storm's Metamodernism: The Future of Theory.

4/12/24 - Started working on a new diary instead of a blog post this month. Before that I added a podcast episode on Georges Bataille and a video on Heidegger's late philosophy to Jampack.

4/11/24 - Added a podcast episode on Max Stirner to Jampack.

4/10/24 - Begun work on Jampack Vol. 3, for all the podcasts and video essays this time. This website is the best and worst thing I've ever done.

4/8/24 - Forgot to add Squirrel Stapler to the Media Shelf.

4/4/24 - Razorblade funk.

4/2/24 - Finished reading Moufawad-Paul's Austerity Apparatus and uploaded citations from a chapter. Soon, I will begin another one of his books called Critique of Maoist Reason.

4/1/24 - Almost got hospitalized again.

3/30/24 - Self harm relapse.

3/28/24 - Finished reading Heavy Radicals while listening to Reptilian Club Boyz.

3/26/24 - Added a review of Bataille's Erotism: Death and Sensuality to Jampack, added it to the reading list.

3/25/24 - Added Isaac Asimov's The Last Question to Jampack.

3/22/24 - Finished re-reading Demarcation and Demystification: Philosophy and its Limits.

3/20/24 - Read Mr. Salary by Sally Rooney.

3/18/24 - Returned from the nitwit school, exonerated of donkey brains.

3/13/24 - Checked myself into a psych ward.

3/12/24 - Read My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness and added it to my bookshelf.

3/7/24 - Started re-reading Demarcation and Demystification: Philosophy and its Limits by J. Moufawad-Paul with traumacore playlists.

3/6/24 - Finished re-reading Metamodernism: The Future of Theory by Dr. Josephson Storm. Rediscovering DSBM.

2/29/24 - Wrote a blog post.

2/26/24 - Gone fishin'.

2/9/24 - Unapologetically, I put the Abridged series I've seen on my Media Shelf because DBZ Abridged is a classic and SAO Abridged is canon. I also added a trilogy of Mortal Kombat games that I rediscovered my love for.

2/6/24 - Added some books from Skyrim to Jampack, as well as a webcomic courtesy of Ziggy.

2/2/24 - Added my flashcards that I used for my presentation to the Philosophy Club.

1/29/24 - Added a couple articles to Jampack, one on Heidegger and one on the McMansion.

1/22/24 - Almost killed myself.

1/19/24 - Started working on a writing that I'll present to a group of philosophy students during a club meeting on campus.

1/17/24 - Added a very short book I read to my bookshelf.

1/15/24 - Added another article I read to Jampack, as well as a short interview with Moufawad-Paul.

1/13/24 - Got the new e-reader in the mail, this is the only thing that made my job remotely worth it.

1/12/24 - Added a short book review I read to Jampack Vol. 1.

1/10/24 - Wrote a blog post, a little shorter than usual.

12/26/23 - Started learning French on LingQ.

12/23/23 - Continuing work on Liber 303. Finished earlier than I anticipated, this is the first prototype of other works I might write in this style.

12/22/23 - Started writing Liber 303, I might have to finish it tomorrow.

12/21/23 - Commenced notes on Fundamentals of Political Economy.

12/20/23 - Wrote Agony, beginning with a line from Yung Lean and speaking about my own history of mental health issues.

12/13/23 - Finished notes on Zhang Shiying's short essay. This update page was the best thing I ever added to my website.

12/12/23 - Continued taking notes. Decided to add Helvétius to the reading queue.

12/11/23 - Taking notes on Zhang Shiying's The Rational Kernel of Hegel's Philosophy. Stumbled upon Helvétius and Baron d'Holbach.

12/10/23 - Wrote a blog post.

12/8/23 - Finished digitizing notes on 'Ideology and Ideological State Apparatuses' that I took at the library.

12/7/23 - Added an update page! Reading CCRU scribblings and boofing Lemurian hyperspace Robitussin.

5/20/22 - Website created on the night shift.


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